Sunday, June 21, 2009

Going Back to the Well

I wish I still had all of the pages of writing I managed to produce in my high school and college years. Years when I was single and every ounce of desire I had I put into my writing. The writing was my companion, my confidant and my children all at the same time.

Since then I have been involved in two major relationships and they became the focus of my life. I didn't have time to write anymore. The relationships kept me busy whether I was happy or miserable. Now that I am single again it is time to go back to the well and start drawing stories from it again. I may never have been published before but the stories I wrote gave life a sense of purpose and enjoyment. None of my characters ever abused me, cheated on me, lied about me or did any of the number of other things that my ex-husbands have done.

The problem is not time or space or lack of ideas as I have created everything I need for a peaceful writing environment. And yet I have not written more than a page or two of notes in the last month. This is where the blog comes in. Priming the pump if you will. In college, I wrote so many papers and assignments, journal entries and book reports that the pump was always primed and I would sit down to work on a story and the words would flow. It's been many years since writing came that easy. I hope that this exercise will get things flowing again.

If not, it will be a great place to work through the issues of my very complicated life.